wow. i can't believe im actually doing this.
but guess what.
I AM!
all because I went to bed at 8 pm.
anyway...
I'll just hit various topics.
School :
Ugh, so in Social Studies, our glorious, WONDERFUL, easy teacher retired. of course, his replacemnt is probably the exact opposite of him. shes tough, shes a she blah blah blah. you get the picture. my grade isn't suffering, lets say, its more - holy crap getting my A is going to be the one impossible I hope to achieve.
Christmas :
YAY! Christmas!!!!! I got my iPod I've wanted for next to 4ever. The big one from my mom was my tanzanite ring for my bday, and my new TV 4 Christmas. I got alot of stuff to be honest. Its late. But thats not an excuse, now is it?!
Familia:
Parentals and I are good, everybody in the extended family gets along....well, sort of! haha. The big change in the family is that we lost Pop (carl's dad) on Tuesday. Everythings going good though. Masonic Service/Showing Friday. Whew. That was insane. I met so many people I have never imagined existed. Then they got there. My mom told me as soon as the Masonic Service ended. Shock of my life -- GOOD SHOCK. Yeah, I'm going to leave that one at that.
The Dad and I went to Monster Jam this year -- Duh, ITS A TRADITION!!!!
Outside School................. :
Chels, Sara, and I are pretty close now. We have this group called the SBF...haha! Loooooooong story, but its cool hanging around with them. I miss seeing Brooke like I used to. We get to keep up on eachothers lives through our freakin' 8 page notes DAILY!!! Morgan is awesome...don't really get to talk to her much. Chrissy Carmichael is amazing -- she's one of my go-to-gals when I need to vent about how stupid he can be.
DeMolay is great. We just had the Sweetheart Dance on the 4th. All was well.
Yesterday was this really lame dance that no one showed up to. 3 of my guys came toward the end. Then we went to Pizza Hut. Totally awesome! I had alot ALOT alot of fun.
Job's = longer story. Let's skip this.
Other random things Jessi has on her mind :
Ever heard that cheesy quote :
"friends are forever. boys are whatever" ?
right now, that cheesy quote can sum up my life in a line.
lol. okay, I'm sounding really dramatic, but its true. Lately, my new favorite song is "Blind" by Lifehouse. Read the lyrics if you feel like it. You'll understand if you've been around me for at least, ah - let's not over exagerrate, 10 seconds...by then I'm well in depth of the situation I'm in. haha.
Blind - Lifehouse
I was young, but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
Oh, oh
After all this time, I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this, it seems, are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
Oh, oh
After all this time, I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here, when my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go
Na na na na na na na no
Na na na na na na na no, yeah
After all this, why, would you ever wanna leave it?
Maybe you could not believe it that my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
And part of me died when I let you go
www.myspace.com/soundsTRAGIC
I'm always there. Sorry xanga...myspace has sucked me in more than you have.
Okay kids. Thats all Jessi has // can think of // feels like sharing with the internet world.
If you took the time to read this. I really appreciate it. It means alot. I'll even count reading all this reading all but the song that truly speaks to me...a song that if you're one of my close friends, I chose to post it just so you could see and appreciate my perspective of the situation. (haha...I bet you're back there skimming those lyrics as we speak............jk jk) But for seriousness. Thanks for letting me fill you in. Sorry it wasnt sooner. Let's say, I've been preoccupied with my nights lately. Woah. That sounds kinda suggestive. Not that way guys, not that way.
Jess | 
But hey! For it being the 1st year for us, 3rd place is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *E-UNIT* haha
